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    正文 第三十六章                                                                                                             早上醒来的时候有一瞬间我有点恍神，还以为自己在自己是房间里面，一直过了一会之后才反应过来。                                                                                                             习惯x一个人的生活，醒来的时候还真的有点不大习惯的。                                                                                                             浑身酸疼的让人更加不想动了，像是整个人的骨头被拆散过后再重组了一回一样，原本就懒洋洋的不想起来，现在这种感觉更加强烈了。                                                                                                             床的另外一边已经空了下来，顺手m过去，这温度已经冷了下来，这人走应该有好一会了。                                                                                                             双腿之间的痕迹似乎也已经被清理过了，对此我没有半点印象，也不知道他什么时候做的。                                                                                                             我坐起身，看到床头柜上留着一串钥匙，下面还压着一张留言纸，还好留下的不是钱，不然还真的有一种被p的感觉。                                                                                                             我ch0u过那一张留言纸。                                                                                                             钥匙放桌上了，要是出去别忘记带上，厨房有吃的，吃过东西之后给我一个电话。                                                                                                             李澈的字写的很不错，绝对是有练过的那种，看上去和模板似的，一笔一划有棱有角。                                                                                                             看着他这种叮嘱，怎么看都觉得有点不大适应，像是太过于亲近了点，我觉得有点可怕。                                                                                                             我扯着身上的被子，坐起了身，后来又想起这里不是自己的家，昨天的衣服已经换了下来，如果不出意料的话，估计还丢在那衣物篮里面。                                                                                                             我打开了李澈的衣柜，从那挂着的衣橱里面拿了一条白衬衫，男人和nv人本质上还是差不多，nv人的衣柜里面永远少一件衣服，男人可以同样款式同样颜se的衣服有很多件，就像现在李澈那打开的衣柜里面显示的那样，那白衬衫在我眼中看上去基本上都是一样的。                                                                                                             我扯了李澈一件白衬衫套上，还顺手签羊，签了他一条簇新簇新的ck内k。                                                                                                             总不能让我什么都不穿就这样在屋子里面晃吧，那多不合适，虽然穿男人的内k是有点怪异……                                                                                                             而且，翻了他的衣柜我才发现，这男人居然还有丁字k，果真是闷sao男人的典范。                                                                                                             床单上一片狼藉，上面还有着证明着所谓的贞洁那玩意，但是早就已经g涸掉了，颜se也变成暗褐se，看起来特别的碍眼。                                                                                                             我把被子抱到一边，把床单扯了出来。                                                                                                             其实看着那一块地方，我也很忧郁，很想效仿一部小言里面的nv主一样把那一块给剪掉，眼不见为净。但是这屋子是李澈的，剪刀放在哪里我不是很清楚，万一要是真的剪掉了之后他要我赔怎么办，我最近节目都已经停掉了，也不知道是不是停职留薪。                                                                                                             我抱着被单去了卫生间，把床单往着里头的洗衣机里面一丢，抓过一边小架子上放着洗衣粉，g脆就是直接给洗了。                                                                                                             原本是打算先昨天换下来的衣服，但是看到那衣物篮里面空空荡荡的，也不知道李澈是把我的衣服给洗了还是给弄到哪里去了。                                                                                                             卫生间的洗手台上摆着新的牙刷，外头的包装盒还没有拆掉，看起来像是为我做的准备。                                                                                                             刷完牙洗完脸，我顺着李澈留言上的话去厨房找吃的。                                                                                                             他煮了小米粥，就在电饭锅里面保温着，过了那么长的时间，小米粥稍微有点稠。                                                                                                             我从橱柜里面拿了一个碗盛了一碗，粥里面加了糖可以直接这么吃着，但是不算特别的甜腻。                                                                                                             才刚刚把碗给洗掉，手机铃声就已经响了起来。                                                                                                             ch0u了两张纸巾把手擦g，我从客厅的沙发上m到了自己的包，从里面m出了不停吵着的手机。                                                                                                             我原本还以为会是李澈打过来的电话，但是这一看来电显示人居然是杨逸学长，不是昨天晚上才刚吃过晚饭么，怎么现在又打电话过来给我了？                                                                                                             “喂，学长？”我按下了通话键，招呼着。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我帮你问过了，”杨逸学长在电话那头咋呼着，“听说你节目停当是上头给的压力。你是不是得罪了什么人？”                                                                                                             上头给的压力？                                                                                                             我做这档子节目也不是一天两天了，怎么可能会突然之间说是得罪了人，就算是得罪人，要停早就停掉了，怎么可能还会在现在这个时候突然之间全部都出现了。                                                                                                             我直觉反应就是和最近发生的一些事情有关，闭上眼，脑海中不由地出现靳骐的脸，居然觉得有点被自己刚刚的想法给惊吓到，这件事情怎么可能会和他牵扯上关系。                                                                                                             “恩，我知道了。”                                                                                                             我应着，也亏的杨逸学长把这事上了心，立马就帮我问出了缘由来。                                                                                                             “听口气看来，你的节目停摆还得有一阵子。”杨逸问着，从电话里面听来他的声音还为我带了点隐忧，“阿墨，你打算怎么办？”                                                                                                             我虚应了几声，然后挂了学长的电话。                                                                                                             其实我真的是不知道要怎么办的，听杨逸学长这语气，看起来这等待的日子还是得延长的，这种无期徒刑最让人觉得痛苦了，可是除了等待，并没有一个刑满释放的日子。                                                                                                             反正摆在我面前的路只有两条，一是等待，二是辞职。                                                                                                             中午的时候，我出门了一趟，去了一趟电台，现在手头上的工作也不是很多，前一天把今天要录音的节目已经录播好了，就算是现在过去也是录播明天的节目。                                                                                                             以前在夏天的时候大家都是赶早着去电台，然后在电台里面c科打诨一直到晚上温度下去了之后才回家，现在天气一凉，基本上前一天会超额完成工作，为得第二天能够睡个懒觉晚点去录音室和直播间。                                                                                                             当然穿的不可能是李澈衬衫和西装k，要是真的穿了他的衣服还真的有点不l不类的感觉，穿的是我昨天来这的时候穿的那一套，李澈不知道什么时候给洗了，就大大方方地晒在yan台上。                                                                                                             我一直认为nv人的衣物，至少是贴身的衣物男人通常是不愿意去触碰的，更别说去洗了，这个男人却是颠覆了我的认知。                                                                                                             处理完一些事情回到李澈住处之前，我去自己住的地方拿了几身换洗衣服，总不能让我一直穿他的衣服还有内k吧，回去的时候，我顺手在超市里面逛了一圈，买了点菜。                                                                                                             李澈厨房冰箱里面东西少的可怜，保鲜区里面只有**蛋，冷冻库里面只有水饺一类的，果然很有独居男人的范儿，估计一直以来吃的也都是外食。                                                                                                             当然买菜其实不算是重点，重点是买了一条新的床单。                                                                                                             我不知道往常的李澈都是在什么时候回来的，但是今天回来的时候挺早，手上还拿着公文包。                                                                                                             我刚从厨房把汤给端出来，桌上摆了两菜葱油芋艿，金针菇小炒，端在手上的汤是鲫鱼豆腐汤。我不知道李澈今晚回不回来吃饭，但是他不吃，我自己还得吃。                                                                                                             “回来了？”                                                                                                             我很自然很顺口地问着，就像是往常在家的时候面对回来的爸妈一样。                                                                                                             李澈微微愣了愣，随即地点了点头。                                                                                                             “恩。”                                                                                                             他站在玄关处换鞋，然后又开口问着。                                                                                                             “你没瞧见我给你留的纸条，怎么不给我打个电话？”                                                                                                             “忘记了。”                                                                                                             我回他，倒不是真的忘记，只是不知道要说什么，难道要像是一个情人一样打电话去用带着抱怨的口吻说“你昨晚好粗暴，我好难受”这种话？                                                                                                             打si我也说不出口。                                                                                                             “你吃了没？”我转过话题，看着随意把手上的公文包丢在沙发上，顺手扯松了自己领带的李澈。                                                                                                             李澈摇了摇头，表示自己还没吃。                                                                                                             “菜少了点，两个人应该够吃了，要是不够，再炒个小青菜？”我问李澈。                                                                                                             “不用那么麻烦，够了。”                                                                                                             李澈摆手，然后自动自发地去厨房洗手兼盛饭。                                                                                                             “我也要一碗。”我在后头补充，坐在那儿等着人给我服务。                                                                                                             李澈这大老爷们似乎吃的挺欢快的，我见他最后把那一碗汤喝下肚子，看着桌上那光洁溜溜的两个盘子和一个汤碗，我突然觉得，我最后的时候还真的是应该去炒一个青菜的。                                                                                                             “手艺好像没生疏……”李澈咕哝了一句。                                                                                                             “那是自然，一技傍身么！”我得意，然后收拾了桌子把碗筷盆子端进厨房。                                                                                                             “李澈，你把桌子擦一下。”                                                                                                             我叮咛。                                                                                                             “恩。”                                                                                                             李澈应了一声。                                                                                                             我也不去管李澈是不是真的有在擦桌子还是随口应我就算的，径自洗着碗，然后被那横里斜出的手臂吓了一跳。                                                                                                             温热的身t紧贴着我，在厨房里面做着这种动作，有种熟悉的感觉。                                                                                                             “很久以前，我就在想，这样抱着人会是怎么的一种感受……”李澈的下巴搁在我的肩膀上，他的手环抱住我的腰，“有点rr的，很温暖……”“我怎么感觉像是r包子吧？”我听着他那形容，忍不住开口吐槽，听他那形容，我怎么听怎么觉得像是刚刚出炉的热包子。                                                                                                             李澈闷笑出声，他的手慢慢地在我腰侧游移着，然后慢慢地往上发展而去，最后握住了那柔软。                                                                                                             “凌墨，我们登记结婚吧，然后生个孩子……”李澈开口，声音低哑，带点诱惑的味道，“你看我们现在不是好好的么……”                                                                                                             我皱了皱眉。                                                                                                             “不……”我听见我说。                                                                                                             作者有话要说：别嫌弃r素啊，要知道我原本就打算用两句我觉得很萌的话来概括的，我一直觉得那两句话概括能力忒强了，给你们看看，那两句话是神马样的话。                                                                                                             李澈：好小好热好紧……                                                                                                             凌墨：好大好撑好疼……                                                                                                             对不起，姐yd了……                                                                                                             正文 第三十七章                                                                                                             “凌墨！”                                                                                                             李澈声音有些不敢置信。                                                                                                             其实，我也有点不敢相信，我以一个剩nv之资拒绝了一个优质的浑身冒着油光的绩优gu，被谁知道，估计都得直接一掌拍上来，看看我是不是糊涂到了极点。                                                                                                             “你想怎么着？”                                                                                                             他咬着我的耳垂，一手或轻或重地r0u着柔软，一手则是慢慢下滑，穿过裙子，在大腿上轻抚之着，而后又在那边缘地带磨蹭着。                                                                                                             这男人……                                                                                                             “还觉得哪里不爽的，最好一次x说出来给我听听……”                                                                                                             李澈的吻细细地落在我的脖子上，su麻的让人觉得双腿都有点发软，小腹有点sao乱，让人联想起几个小时前的热夜，有点sao动的感觉。                                                                                                             好吧，这是正常的反应，就像是男人看毛片的时候还不是照常有反应一样，我觉得没啥可耻的。                                                                                                             可耻的事情，这个男人说的话让我觉得有点一语双关的味道，很意有所指。                                                                                                             “李澈，你发情呢？！”                                                                                                             我手上捏着盘子，突然很想直接头也不回地照他脑门上砸过去，该不会食骨知髓了吧，能不能给我一个缓冲点，要是天天这样，拼的不是命，而是肾啊，而且就算不是他的肾，也是我的肾。                                                                                                             “为什么不想嫁给我？”                                                                                                             李澈没有理会我的抱怨，手上小动作不断，当然的连b问也不断，虽然他的语气尚属平和，但是我就是知道这个小心眼的男人一定是生气了，他就是这么一个记恨的人。                                                                                                             “你都27了，要生孩子最好在三十岁之前生，高龄产妇b较有危险，你要真不想生不生也行咱们就不要小孩……”                                                                                                             李澈的吻一路往下，然后有些恶毒地在肩头的位子上咬了一口。                                                                                                             我手一抖，手上的盘子差一点直接摔下去，堪堪地接住了之后，我也恼了，把碗筷盘子从水池里面端了上来，原本还打算擦g了之后再放入橱柜的，但是现在看来，在和这个男人说清楚之间别想要做其他的事情。                                                                                                             “李澈！”                                                                                                             我低吼，转身面对着站在我身后的李澈，顺带思索着要怎么和他说清楚，李澈也没有其他的动作，只是挑着眉头看着我，似乎也在等着我开口。                                                                                                             “你知道的，我们都已经是成年人了，”我想了想之后，决定现实地开口，“像是这种事情吧，都是你情我愿的，也不一定说做了之后就得负责是不是，就算是负责吧，也不一定得结婚是不是？”“……”                                                                                                             我不敢再说下去了，因为我多说一句，李澈的脸se越黑上一分，到后来的时候基本上都带了点现磨墨汁味。                                                                                                             “你情我愿，恩？”                                                                                                             李澈靠近了几分，双手撑在我身侧，把我控制在那一方小小的地儿，动弹不得，挣脱不得。                                                                                                             “做了之后也不需要负责，恩？”                                                                                                             李澈那一张俊颜凑近了几分，我不得不往后仰着，从他那蹦得紧紧的脸se还有那像是着了火的眼睛都让我觉得害怕。                                                                                                             “凌墨你可真是够深明大义的！”李澈冷哼。                                                                                                             深明大义这个词似乎不应该是在现在这种情况下的吧？我很想纠正李澈的用词不当，但是他现在的步步紧b让我g本就没有这个胆量说出这句话。                                                                                                             “我是不是应该感恩戴德，恩？”李澈臭着一张脸问我。                                                                                                             其实你要真感激我，我也不反对，真的。                                                                                                             李澈的吻带着怒气铺天盖地而来，吻的让人有点透不过气。